Swimming 11-9-22

 Swimming in a sea of white

Can’t see to the light

Lost and sad at once

Blah and directionless 

The world is hiding from me, 

Why won’t this doubt let me be.

I’m sitting in solitude 

Wondering where is my awesome attitude 

Reaching out is hard,

People will think I’m imperfect and marred

Do I go here or there

Where oh where

Okay is said,

But I doubt it as I lay in bed

Thoughts ramble and go

I just want to shoot forward with my bow

The past haunts

And I hear my doubters taunts

Here and there

I’m lost everywhere